Tuesday 1 November 2011

Let me live.

I know this is my first post ever and you'll probably think I'm just a whiny little bitch, just want to say in advance, I'm not. I'm just angry, and sick and tired of this.
I'm in year 10 and the guy I'm seeing was in year 11 but he dropped out recently to work, he turned 18 a couples of weeks ago. I've been seeing him for 5 months and only just started officially dating yesterday. My dad was fine with him till a few weeks ago when he discovered we like each other. Since then he's come up with just about every excuse in the book for me not to see him. He doesn't want to get to know him and couldn't care less that this guy actually makes me happy. My ex is in year 11 as well and is turning 18 shortly yet dad would let me stay with him 24/7 and even sleep at his house.
I understand the whole 18 part with sex but I'm not interested in that with him.. Not yet, not for a long time.
Anyway, what happened today is what pissed me off, the straw that broke the camel's back if you will. I was down town with him this afternoon after school and as soon as dad found out I was with him, I get a text saying, "Where r u ill pick u up". Sounds like he was in a hurry. Mind you, I live 2 blocks away from the main street. I told him I was walking home already.
My boyfriend was walking me home, within 5 minutes my dad parked the car next to us to pick me up. Yeah, he picked me up to get me away from him when I was exactly 5 houses away from home.
I don't understand why I can't be with who I want to be with :S especially when there's barely an age difference, legally I'm allowed to leave home if I wish (which makes me feel a little adultish), I know I'm still a baby but what's the big deal? He's been my closest friend all year, through the thick and thin, he makes me happy and I can have fun with him.
LET ME LIVE